My National Poetry Month challenge to myself has become a collaboration between synaesthetic artist Sammy-John, myself, Anjum Wasim Dar and Jay Gandhi: Day Four: In Grandpa’s Garage

Grandpa's Garage

In Grandpa’s Garage

newly built an inch wider to regain
the stolen boundary taken by the neighbour’s new fence.

Everything placed around the edges is a space
for grandad’s Ford Popular I let rot on my dad’s driveway,

so it had to be taken away.  Turpentine and dripped paint, swarfega
and rotted grass cuttings, small Golden Syrup tins, strawberry jam

glass bottles full of nails, light grey concrete flags lean against each other
dominoes caught in mid fall. Old bicycle clips to hold back the flap

of his uniform trousers as he rode up and down Harrogate hills
on his official black Post Office bike.

Memories must be binned, charity shopped or auctioned.

by Paul Brookes

A sacred temple it seems to be, or perhaps Plato’s cave
illumined by the good sun, enlightenment streams upon
Precious relics, contraptions to some, laid in order, nuts
bolts tools nails and pails, brushes brooms and  sticks
Collected  in time, oleaginous ? No, polished  defying
destructive distortion, ask the one who perceives them
As priceless  treasures.

What tins and cans  magically dark
what pieces white in artistic grandeur
Wires draping coiled or swinging low ,
like lace, and on  golden black patched
Carpet rests the sharp tailed  royal Chevy
so loved valued , a vintage,  a passionate
Revelation, engulfed in oil scented aura
tranced in multifarious colors-  transformed-
Ah to another  garage in another time where
a jute woven charpoy, an Indian hookah placed
As serving guard, a pair of rubber slippers
on the floor, packing crates stacked  with some
old used leather suitcases , a small wooden table
a jug and glass and some books, was all the label
doorless  space but with a roof, illumined by
the good sun, smoke rising from the mud stove
The aura of freshly cooked wheat filled the air.

By Anjum Wasim Dar

Stars

Stars are already dead
or are dead people stars…
Every person becomes a star
after leaving earth and
he becomes one because
he doesn’t wish to leave!
Myth has it that he passes
out in the mornings. That’s
codswallop. Fact is that
he  sleeps underneath
the blanket of the clouds.
Delhi often misses seeing
its forefathers and it has
only itself to blame:
Smog is such that stars
f
a
d
e
away
Stars are the ghosts
that we can see with
our naked eyes
After death, one becomes
a Big-Boss. One can see
everything. Just can’t
speak up. Sometimes his
sound manifests into our inner
voice. It refrains us from
doing wrong.
And that is the wavelength
between us and our ancestors.
By Jay Gandhi

My National Poetry Month challenge to myself has become a collaboration between synaesthetic artist Sammy-John, myself, Anjum Wasim Dar and Jay Gandhi: Day Three: In F Minor Key

F Minor

In F Minor Key

When she flags down the bus of forgiveness,
steps on and pays the price to go

the distance, and sits down next to
trepidation who smells like a street

full of crocodiles and iguana skins,
while she sees grief and sadness holding

placards on street corners advertising
communication at no cost for a limited

time. This is her stop where she gets off
and finds herself in the recrimination market,

where temporary stalls of remembrance shout
discounted sweet deals with hidden sour spices.

She decides not to buy as her aim is off
centre and orders a meal of fear and anger

cold when it arrives she complains to
the wrong people who feed her to the animals.

2019 ©  Paul Brookes

In F Minor Key
Sounds of teargas shots are heard, a regular feature
come, it’s on again, everyone together, in unison
We are strong now’, she knew, many long years,
of bearing riots attacks and facing uniformed men

where are our boys and men, blinded  and tortured
missing or hiding in the surrounding hills, O Kashmir
Thy sacred freedom  is a sad song , tuneless chanting
it is now, a freedom chant in harmony , in F Minor key

we sing in closed doors , beating the tin trays, ‘we want
freedom’ we will win freedom one day, we sill sing free
Our lakes shine in the sun a sparkle of hope, they give
our kids smile , shiver , hunger , run hope to live on
Pellets may rain, in blind pain Kashmir you bleed still
how much blood will freedom need how many notes
In F Minor Key to complete the song of liberty
Hope till eternity  as many fight for rights, to be free
2019 © CER  Anjum Wasim Dar

Flames


the flames are like the stars
in a constellation: together
yet alone. They ignite a fire
in the heart, bake feelings
at 180 degrees. 45 minutes
do not satiate. A lifetime
wouldn’t do so either. The
most gifted swan cannot
discern between the milky
flame of friendship and
watery glow of unrequited
love. Times which we shared
looking at the sea near Marine
Drive and  places we went
to— Can you recollect the
restaurant Pizza By the Bay.
Our wit was sharp and our
our instincts were keen.
And now we sit in different
living rooms wondering
if we both would together
could create a constellation.

By Jay Gandhi

A collaboration between poet Jay Gandhi and myself for National Poetry Writing Month challenge: Day Three: A Fire In This Heart

the flames are like the stars
in a constellation: together
yet alone. They ignite a fire
in the heart, bake feelings
at 180 degrees. 45 minutes
do not satiate. A lifetime
wouldn’t do so either. The
most gifted swan cannot
discern between the milky
flame of friendship and
watery glow of unrequited
love. Times which we shared
looking at the sea near Marine
Drive and places we went
to— Can you recollect the
restaurant Pizza By the Bay.
Our wit was sharp and our
our instincts were keen.
And now we sit in different
living rooms wondering
if we both would together
could create a constellation

JG

Stars are cold pinpoints.
We are different flames.

You are the ghost of a flame.
You in your place, I in mine.

I don’t want to be reminded of good times.
It makes this grief even sharper.

That swans bond for life is codswallop.
Stars are already dead when their light reaches us.

Wombwell Rainbow Interviews: Iris Colomb

Wombwell Rainbow Interviews

I am honoured and privileged that the following writers local, national and international have agreed to be interviewed by me. I gave the writers two options: an emailed list of questions or a more fluid interview via messenger.
The usual ground is covered about motivation, daily routines and work ethic, but some surprises too. Some of these poets you may know, others may be new to you. I hope you enjoy the experience as much as I do.

Iris Colomb Spill Still

From Iris Colomb’s performance ‘Spill’, filmed by Eta Dahlia

Iris Colomb

is an artist, poet, curator, editor, and translator based in London. Throughout her practice she strives to create relationships between form and content, applying a design approach to poetic projects.

Her pamphlet I’m Shocked came out with Bad Betty Press in 2018; her chapbook ‘just promise you won’t write’ was published by Gang Press in 2019; and her co-translation (with Elliot Koubis) of The Stories and Adventures of the Baron d’Ormesan, a series of short stories by Apollinaire, came out in 2017. Iris’ poems have also appeared in magazines including 3:AM, Erotoplasty, Tentacular, Zarf, Splinter, and Datableed, and in a number of UK anthologies.

Iris has been resident artist and poet at the Centre For Recent Drawing, she is now the Co-Editor of HVTN Press, and a founding member of the interdisciplinary collective ‘No Such Thing’. Her visual work has been showcased in the collective exhibition ‘We Fiddle While Rome Burns’ (Donetsk, 2014), featured in several exhibitions in the UK, and was sold at auction in Versailles in 2015. Her artist books have also been exhibited and collected by the National Poetry Library and Chelsea College of Arts’ Special Collection.

Iris has given individual, collaborative and interactive performances at a range of events in the UK, Austria and France. These performances have involved artist books, collaboration, experimental translation, metal tubes, hand-held shredders, red bins, shouting over hairdryers, spitting in books, and turning audiences into poetry machines.

Her website is https://iriscolomb.com/

Instagram at @iriscolomb.

The Interview

1. When and why did you begin to write poetry?

I started performing and writing poetry regularly in October 2014. Before this I had started writing what I thought would become a play, a disparate set of texts to be spoken out loud which I hoped to combine when they started to cohere. In June 2014 I met Zorro Maplestone in my hometown, Paris. We were both going to see the same play and when it began twenty minutes late, we started chatting. The next day I was already back in London, but when I came back to Paris he was the first person I wanted to see. I called to see what he was up to and it turned out he was going to a weekly spoken word open mic event. I had never heard of spoken word before but was happy to join. During the next two months I spent in Paris, Zorro and I attended that same event every week and I gradually plucked up the courage to read out some of my writing. When I eventually returned to London, I continued attending open mic nights and started performing every week, leading me to write new pieces regularly.

2. Who introduced you to poetry?

The book ‘Word Score Utterance Choreography’, which was edited by Bob Cobbing and Laurence Upton in 1998 was a major discovery for me — it really influenced my way of thinking about poetry. It was recommended to me by Laurence Upton at a Writers Forum workshop, back when I was still studying graphic design at Camberwell College of Arts. The book’s contributors, by offering generous insights into their visual and performative practices, introduced me to the kind of poetry I am now interested in reading, hearing, and making. It was an incredibly frustrating book to read as a graphic design student as its layout was completely inconsistent, with constantly changing typefaces and no page numbers — of course I eventually found out that this was all part of the Writers Forum aesthetic. Nevertheless, as I delved into it, it completely fascinated me. I think it was exactly the kind of book I needed to meet at the time in order to start grasping the shear range of approaches to visual and sounded text which could coexist, beyond the rather more restrictive and linear graphic design approach I was being taught to adopt.

3. How aware were and are you of the dominating presence of older poets?

I think one of the most exciting aspects of London’s poetry scene is its intergenerational fluidity. In my experience, poets seem to connect because they share core interests, values and tastes, regardless of their age or level of experience. When I first started attending readings this really struck me. While I was most often younger and less experienced than everyone else in the room, I always felt welcome. When I was just starting to write and had very little knowledge of poetry, I felt comfortable enough to be upfront about it and ended up learning a lot from my conversations with older poets. I still find it so wonderful to be able to talk to poets who were already active in the 70s, and to see them perform their work now. I have found my interactions with poets of all ages very enriching and have always felt accepted, regardless of my own age.

4. What is your daily writing routine?

My processes always vary according to the projects I am currently working on and their different stages. These processes often involve activities which are very far removed from writing itself. Indeed, my ‘writing’ processes have involved walking in the same circle for an hour, listening to four conversations at the same time, asking questions to people on the street, going through old text messages, taking sight-specific notes or transcribing YouTube videos about science and craft. Some of my projects engage with material constraints, so things like measuring the circumference of different brands of ping-pong balls, shredding texts of different type sizes or finding out what amount of paper can fit into an aluminium tube often become crucial stages of writing projects too.

5. What motivates you to write?

Generally, what motivates me to write is the challenge of trying something new or something that looks like it’s not going to work — the stubborn impulse to find ways to make it work anyway. My writing projects often start with a visual, structural or formal element and other parts of the project are then built to fit. For example, my project ‘Spill’, which involves 280 ping-pong balls started with a desire to create spherical stanzas. This led me to imagine the kinds of stanzas which would best fit a sphere, the possibilities this form could open up and the ways in which the spherical form could become vital. Sometimes conceptualising a new piece feels a bit like solving a subjective equation, using a kind of intuitive logic. With every project my goal is to produce possible textual experiences for audience members and/or readers. I generally have an idea of the kind of experience I want to create and I then have to find ways to get there. Once those choices are made, I’m ready to do the writing.

6. What is your work ethic?

Although my projects are often the result of relatively strict systems and structures, my goal is to use these constraints as a way of producing a kind of inner coherence, which can be felt by an audience without them knowing where it comes from, allowing them to make their own connections and to experience the work on their own terms. I prefer not to introduce my work when I perform, but if people ask me for an explanation afterwards I’m usually happy to discuss the ideas and processes behind it. Again, I aim to create experiences through language . This experiential emphasis is very important to me, so I try to put together conditions which enable audiences to curate their own experience of the piece, without the imperative to understand.

7. How do the writers you read when you were young influence you today?

I started to come across Jackson Mac Low’s work several years ago. I kept noticing his poems in anthologies, but it took me a while to realise I was always connecting with the same poet’s work. So, when it came to writing my master’s thesis, Mac Low was the obvious choice in terms of focus. The more I immersed myself in his work, the more fascinated I was with his incredible flexibility and breadth of approaches, often combining several contrasting forms of process. I found the discovery of his practice incredibly freeing. It allowed me to become more comfortable with the unstable boundaries between intentional and non-intentional ways of working. Beyond this, exploring the extensive variety of works Mac Low produced over more than fifty years led me to realise the incredible range of approaches one can be led to adopt throughout one’s time as a writer. These realisations have given me both the confidence to take my experiments further than I expected to and to put less pressure on individual projects.

8. Who of today’s writers do you admire the most and why?

I admire work which engages with the performative potential of poetry, opening up interdisciplinary spaces; writers we only call writers because we have to call them something. I want language to be contemplative, surprising and exasperating.

9. Why do you write?

I love words and I want to find out what they can do.

10. What would you say to someone who asked you “How do you become a writer?”

I would tell them to write. There are a lot of preconceptions about what being a ‘writer’, a ‘poet’ or an ‘artist’ should mean… If you just focus on making work you don’t have to think about them and you’re already there.

11. Tell me about the writing projects you have on at the moment.

At the moment, I’m working on a range of collaborative projects, several of which involve artists who work in different disciplines. One I’m really excited about is a collaboration with the artist Nik Nightingale, mixing shibari and poetry. It involves writing a text responding to my experience of shibari while building a shibari performance that will allow me to continue reading the text while being tied and suspended. Nik and I have worked together for years but we have never mixed these two disciplines until now, so while we are already comfortable working together, this project is particularly exciting for us. So far, I have found it both very physically challenging and creatively stimulating.

A collaboration between poet Jay Gandhi and myself for National Poetry Writing Month challenge: Day Two: Coexist

The outer cold and inner coldness
coexist. The chimney is charring
wood while it emits the smoke
of my misery.
I have bleed. My mind has been
twisted & knocked and all the
memories have been erased.
Memories of all the people
who once hugged me is lost
Though I write this note,

there is no reason.

JG

I could murder a good meal,
but meat and two veg remind
me of shared times, shared places,
before you were forced to leave
by a sharper edge, a keener need.
Buffeted by your absence, cuffed
round the head by your disappearance.
Life looks askance at this cold grate
where once flames met one another.

PB

 

My National Poetry Month challenge to myself has become a collaboration between synaesthetic artist Sammy-John, myself, Anjum Wasim Dar and Jay Gandhi: Day Two: In Grandma’s Garden

Grandma's Garden III

In Grandma’s Garden

Old, gnarled trees give hugs.
Roses smell of antiseptic.
Especially when you’ve grazed
your knees. Dew is a sloppy kiss
and leaves a red mark.

Her arguments with Grandad
are unmown grass, unweeded borders,
Magnolia bushes that need a prune,
Daisies between the cracks of flagstones.
My pocket money is her laughter.

Gradually even the raised beds
need a hired gardener. She sits
in a white plastic chair at a white plastic
table on the patio flagged by her son in law
And granddaughter and says
I’m going to have to move.
That sun is in my eyes.

By Paul Brookes

Every time a tiptoe sounds,
I close my eyes to see
as I feel the page, as words
take shape and form

my thoughts encircle the song,
inside the circle of the dance
in a  soft move in a semi trance
is it the dancer or the dance?

I reach out to touch- Nothingness ‘

Ah! only my soul knows only
my heart can see- I close my eyes
to look up from the book at the love
of purity which is but a scent sweet,

I reach out to touch- Nothingness ‘

Ah, The presence in Nothingness’
Love of Eternity, close closer than the
thorn is to the rose, growing from dust
glowing in the dust, dust to dust, we rose

Reaching out to touch- Nothingness’

engulfed spirits in time, destined to be
together to repose, arms spread out
to receive like the scattered petals
of the beloved rose, eyes on the look

reaching out to Nothingness’

I now close, the dancer moved bent
and rose, life went on, life goes on,
To Nothingness  unseen, serene, sent
far far away, forever on, up to heaven

Into Nothingness yet into Everything

By Anjum Wasim Dar

The Note

The outer cold and inner coldness
coexist. The chimney is charring
wood while it emits the smoke
of my misery.
I have bleed. My mind has been
twisted & knocked and all the
memories have been erased.
Memories of all the people
who once hugged me is lost
Though I write this note,
there is no reason
By Jay Gandhi

 

A collaboration between poet Jay Gandhi and myself for National Poetry Writing Month challenge: Day One: My Sleepless

My sleepless eyes strain
to decipher the cursive
writing in that foiled note;
I had refused to give her
a hug in morning
and now I will never
be able to squeeze
her tightly in my arms

JG

What’s So

special about me
after my mates are gone?

Nobody to talk to.
They left before I could say goodbye.

They bleed and I don’t.
No reason. I went to their leaving.

I can’t hug them.
They are so cold

Wish I could have left.
At the same time.

Wish I could be as cold.
No reason.

PB

My National Poetry Month challenge to myself has become a collaboration between synaesthetic artist Sammy-John, myself, Anjum Wasim Dar and Jay Gandhi: Day One: A Gust Shaped

Gusty

A Gust Shaped

gust twisted

by crooked gust

A bone shaped

bone twisted

by crooked bone.

A skin shaped

skin twisted

by crooked skin.

A breath shaped,

breath twisted

by crooked breath.

A blood shaped

blood twisted

by crooked blood.

A word shaped

word twisted

by crooked word.

By Paul Brookes
What are we in color
blue yellow or black pale brown or purple,
what are we in form ,
tall small or short  big huge or fat,
what are we in mind,
brave bold or angry, patient loving or mad
what are we in status,
kings queens or pages, lords ladies or sages
what are we in real,
soft tender, spiritual, dying, eternally mortal.
why do we then, make hate, envy and war
why do we then, love and kindness, ignore
why of all the prohibited, we ask for more
why of Death and Heaven, we are not sure.

Pompei, Nagasaki, Moenjodaro, naming the few
Oblivious nations , pleasure drenched, who knew
Power, pressure, public protests, day by day new
War, war destruction, torture afresh, yet grew-

We are then, the same, born in pain
We are then, the insane, of mind again
Are we the ungrateful , in loss to remain?
Are we the lost , our Eden, never to regain?

And yet again we make the fiery red
with weapons hot, spill innocent cold blood
find joy in seeing, falling bodies, lifeless, dead
we all have forgotten the Fall and the Flood

Let us turn before it’s too late
Let us learn and try to relate
Let Us think of The Almighty Great
Bow for forgiveness pray and meditate.

I can now see The prism , no color do I perceive
Up on the blue sky , the sun does not deceive
The real is dark , the immortal , white
With All the colors together ,
All Blessings I receive.

By Anjum Wasim Dar
Minutes after a suicide

My sleepless eyes strain
to decipher the cursive
writing in that foiled note;
I had refused to give her
a hug in morning
and now I will never
be able to squeeze
her tightly in my arms

By Jay Gandhi

Very grateful to Duane’s Poet Tree for again featuring my poem “A Queued”.

Very grateful to Duane Poetrees for again featuring my poem “A Queued”.
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