Drop in by Susan Darlington

Nigel Kent's avatarNigel Kent - Poet and Reviewer

This week I have the pleasure of inviting exciting talent, Susan Darlington, to reflect on her latest collection, the wonderful Traumatropic Heart (Selcouth Station, 2021)

The theme for my chapbook started to form when I came across the word ‘traumatropic’ in an excerpt from Paul Anthony Jones’ The Cabinet of Calm: Soothing Words for Troubled Times.

His definition of the word is, “the regrowth of a plant or tree, often in a bizarre shape or direction, as a result of earlier damage or trauma, like a lightning strike.” I thought it was a great metaphor for the trials and setbacks that we endure and that can send our lives in a direction we never anticipated.

The concept gave me a structure for the poems I had already written. I arranged them in a loose narrative arc that starts in a largely nature-based setting – with trees, birds and humans entwining…

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The Selling and Self-Regulation of Contemporary Poetry by J.T. Welsch: A Review

Billy Mills's avatarElliptical Movements

The Selling and Self-Regulation of Contemporary Poetry, J.T. Welsch, Anthem Press, ISBN:9781785273353, Various formats and prices

Anyone who has poets on their Twitter timeline will be familiar with a number of recurring topics of conversation: anxiety over readiness to step up to a ‘full collection’; wondering what a full collection is as compared to a pamphlet; asking which competitions are taking entries; worrying over if online publication is ‘real’ publication; discussing which words or topics the arbiters forbid this week; advertising (Covid-online) book launches, workshops, courses and other events; discussions on which poems offer consolation. It’s almost an alternative contents list for J. T. Welsch’s fascinating study of the business, promotion and control of contemporary poetry in the broadest sense.

Welsch is at pains to point out that his book is not concerned with poetry as such, but with the contexts in which it is produced, distributed and consumed…

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Grotesquerie for the Apocalypse by Vik Shirley (Beir Bua Press)

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Vik Shirley’s latest publication brings together poetry written at roughly the same time as her debut pamphletCorpses, published in early 2020.The poems share the same preoccupation with the macabre that madeCorpsesfeel so prescient in the early days of the pandemic. Two years on, with the virus now a permanent fixture in our lives, this poetry still feels topical, its ghoulish humour prompting a much-needed laugh.

The new collection opens with a series of individual poems, some lineated but most in prose, evoking various absurd scenarios. Shirley identifies Russell Edson and Daniil Kharms as influences, and many of the poems have a surreal quality. The humour arises from Shirley’s witty juxtaposition of the gruesome and the mundane.

In the opening poem, ‘Not in Kansas’, the narrator steps out into the garden to find herself in a ‘mud wrestling ring’ pitted against an opponent with ‘enormous…

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#Storm Barra #StormArwen Please join Peter Donnelly and myself. I will feature your published/unpublished poetry/short prose/artworks about storms, and their effect on our lives. Please include a short third person bio.

Each Time there is Lightning

I am taken back to a campsite –
Appleby, a moment of moonlight
in the daytime, it seemed to me
aged four as I watched from the
caravan window. Or a field near Ripon
ten years later – a second of sunshine
at midnight, that lit up the car like daylight
as I walked back to the tent.
I don’t remember thunder, or rain,
as there was tonight, before I walked
into the city in search of a takeaway
on the last day of July, after a storm
which hasn’t cleared the air.

-Peter J Donnelly

 

Struck Mr. Kay

5.20 a.m. on Tuesday it were.
I were walking to work through Wombwell woods,
when a great storm overtook us, fair
surprised us watta comin’ dahn. I stood

wi Mr. Kay under a beech tree, known not
to be struck by leetnin. Not five minutes
when we were all skittled. Tell thee I’d not
heard crack, nor seen leetnin afore hit us.

Mark Kay were assistant colliery
checkweighman at Wombwell. Awake and wick
first I went to gamekeeper’s house for to see.
fetch help, on return. found his soul had flit.

Reet sorrowful for his wife. Distraught. No
money comin. In God’s hands her sorrow.

-Paul Brookes (From my Wombwell Cemetery Sonnets)

Bios And Links

-Peter J Donnelly

lives in York where he works as a hospital secretary. He has a degree in English Literature and a MA in Creative Writing from the University of Wales Lampeter.

He has been published in various magazines and anthologies, including Writer’s Egg where ‘Survival’ previously appeared.  ‘Peppered Moth’ was included in the Ripon Poetry Festival anthology ‘Seeing Things’. ‘One Day on Dartmoor’ was highly commended in the Barn Owl Trust competition and published in their anthology ‘Wildlife Words’. It was also published online by the National Trust on their Fingle Woods webpage.

The Sestina Form

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I work mainly in free verse these days, a style of poetry that has its own subtle structure, but after finishing up my last collection When I Think of My Body as a Horse, I find myself returning to traditional structured forms for the next collection. Why am I returning to structured forms? Because the topics that I am dealing with are difficult to pin down. I’m trying to bring several points in time into the same poem, for example. Working within a structure is almost like using an extra layer of figurative language, it allows me to communicate that concept without being too obvious about it. The structure is able to convey something extra about the content. I find that the people I work with are often afraid of structured forms, but structured forms are just another tool in the poet’s tool box…

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Review of ‘Sherry and Sparkly’ by Maureen Cullen & Patricia M. Osborne

Nigel Kent's avatarNigel Kent - Poet and Reviewer

Today something new again. This time I’m reviewing the latest in the Hedgehog Poetry Press series of poetry conversations, Sherry and Sparkly, (Hedgehog Poetry Press, 2021) between Patricia M. Osborne (who is no stranger to these pages) and Maureen Cullen.

This pamphlet constitutes a conversation between two poets reminiscing about and reflecting upon their common experiences, starting with their experiences of childhood in the fifties and sixties. Unsurprisingly many of the poems focus on the impact of change upon them. In Osborne’s Isolated we see her recollecting the moment when as a young girl she had to cope with a change of school due to her family’s move away from Bolton. The environment is bewildering and alienating for her: she has no option but to ‘follow’, she ‘shuffle(s) round/ back and forth, late/ for class, past/ identical staircases/ toilets, cloakrooms, coats/ blue doors, yellow walls-‘, the syntax and rhythm perfectly…

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#NationalTreeWeek 3. Please join and contribute along with Anjum Wasim Dar, Peter J. Donnelly, Yvonne Marjot, Jane Newberry, Jenni Wynn Hyatt and myself in celebrating trees. I will feature your published/unpublished poetry/short prose/artworks about trees. Please include a short third person bio.

trees by anjum wasim dar

-artwork by Anjum Wasim Dar

Trees miss people too
I know this as true
for this year
I have not been
able to be with one
we planted just outside
our small cottage,
I have not been
able to stand close
to touch it
smile at it
feel its leaves
or remove
the extra twigs
that grow
just like that
because I was ill and on bedrest
-Only a few flowers bloomed
perhaps to tell me
that it is there for me
no more blossoms
have appeared
-I know they are waiting
for me
to climb the stairs
step on the terrace
and console them
to speak to comfort
and smile
I have missed the
communication with Nature
as Nature seems to have missed me…
O’Dear People ‘ See
The Truth in Trees Flowers
Rain Clouds and Birds
Who holds their wings
as they fly high
with the unseen breeze
and then with a
Message return to The Trees’


-Anjum Wasim Dar

One Day on Dartmoor

One day I must return to Fingle Woods
to do again the walk I once did
with my great-uncle and aunt.
Morning coffee at the Inn
by the bridge over the Teign,
a picnic in a meadow,
leave time to take in Castle Drogo,
then back to Drewsteignton.

I will try not to be sad
that he is no longer with us,
she too old to walk there again,
that they cannot show me
the way they knew so well.

Instead I will rejoice
at the work they helped to start
to restore the ancient woods;
to protect the land and what lives on it –
redstarts, wood warblers, pied flycatchers.

I wish I could return each year
as the birds do, or lived closer
like my loved ones.
My memory of that day
is like the leaves on the conifers. Constant.

-Peter J Donnelly

Summer King

Ash,
Summer Tree:
last of them all you stand bare,
reaching over my garden.
Great, grey arms you hold out,
claiming as much future territory as possible.

Huge, looming, swelling with life –
holding it in check –
summer dammed up in your purple buds,
waiting.
Waiting for all the other trees to bloom and open.
Choosing your moment.

One morning, suddenly,
greenness steals all the sunlight.
Shade claims my garden.
Grass yellows. Biting visitors thrive
in the cool dampness of your demesne.

High King of Summer:
you call it late, but there is no denying you.

A few weeks later you give it all back –
generous, wasteful, profligate with your treasure.
I stand under a rain of heavy confetti:
married to the King of Summer,
just as the year begins to turn.

(Tree Alphabet of the Celts: workshop with Aonghas MacNeacail, An Tobar, Mull, June 2005)

-Yvonne Marjot

The Speaking Tree

On such a day
it takes something compelling
to stir me out with
the rain horizontal, and mean
unforgiving wind yet in
that same wind’s sigh
comes the invitation from
the speaking tree.

Dank in remote woods,
at once different from her peers
with their straight pole trunks,
hers join at the base, split apart
then conjoin, natural Siamese twins,
disquieting yet magnetic;
behold – the speaking tree.

Like a celtic marriage spoon
entwined in unending union
powered by the wind’s breath,
rasping message from a hidden
mouth way above my head,
its timbre raucous like a jagged edge,
harsh truths from the speaking tree.

On this gale-torn day
the tree has much to say,
yet in the still summer silence
with insects droning in and out
she waits like an opera singer
in the wings, counting bars,
never missing a beat, for she –

she is the speaking tree.

-Jane Newberry

Voyeur

I snap the self-same view over and over
out of my window, spying on the trees.
I’m privy to their nakedness in winter;
in springtime watch them don their tender leaves.
I see them when respectable in summer
and catch them stripper-dancing in the fall;
I capture changing skies between their branches,
immortalise the warning pink of dawn.
I follow them in every kind of weather;
I know them wrapped in snow and veiled in rain;
I see the sunshine glint on fur and feather –
the self-same view but never twice the same.

-Jenni Wyn Hyatt

Yon Dream Ont Cross (Apologies to “The Dream of The Rood”)

Al tell thee best dream av ad
in any midneet while folk were fast on
a sees a reet cross tree,
a ghoast in plated gold
ringed by shiny moon fascinator,
jewels like worth summat glow worms
rahnd base, five more ont cross beam.
Throngs o’ God’s angels tacked on it.
This were no scam artists cross
but every heaven spirit and earth folk
had peepers on it: a see universe agog

And me, aware of wrong doing,
that native wood-beetle, eyed it too
felt a shiver of glory
from that cross barkskin beaten gold
wi jewels suited a cross a Jesus
and tha knows through all that gold barkskin
rattled folks bloodless yammering
how bleeding as stained crosses rightside.
Harrard an horrored
a that sullied wi leaked blood.

a lay there yonks
in agog sorrow fort Saviourcross
till me lug oyles heard glimmering cross pipe up:
“Ages since, I fetch back I were hacked
dahn at holt-edge, lugged off, hauled
shoulder heaved, squared top on a hill
adsed to a cross to carry wrong doers.
Then I see Christ, his balls ready fort hoisting.
For us there’s no flitting, no shirking on God’s mind to:
I might a fell on these folks. Then
God himsen, med himsen naked, to naked balls,
laid on us afore throngs of eyes
when saving on folks flitted in his bonce.
A shuddered at his touch, afeard splintering,
A had hold, I were raised as a cross,
hold heaven king high, afeard cracking.
They tapped dark iron in us: scars tha still can see,
A cannot bear ’em stroked.
They jeered at both on us.
A felt his blood seep from his side
as he sighed himsen upards.

Av seen pain on this hill
saw Christ as on vicious rack
then roilin’ storm clouds, death to sunblaze,
covered o’er that blaze on God: a glowering gloom
creation’s sorta: Christ on cross tree.
A see folk come forard, a felt splintered
as if added, but gev ne sen.
I were in their dannies, gore-wet, nail gashed.
They laid him art, a dead-weight atter ordeal,
final knackeredness. Then afore
murderers peepers, those folk med
a stone oyle and set Christ inside it.
Then late int day flitted knackered : left
Christ by himsen.

Long atter soldier’s lottery natter
and cold rigor on Christ’s limbs,
us kept our places, drahned wi blood.
Then they sets to
felling us,
bury us in delved grahned, but disciples, friends fahned us…
put on us barkskin o’ gold an silver.

so nar tha knows, how sorra warped
me flesh, how malice worked with spintering iron.
Now it’s time for earth foak and whole marvel
on creation to cow eye this sign.
God-son were racked on us, so now ma glimmerin’
haunts heavens, can heal
all who afeard for us. Am honoured
by Christ above all forest trees
as God favoured Mary above all women folk.’

Then by mesen, thrilled, me spirit high,
let mesen rave that I can seek what a av seen,
saviour-cross: a peace with mesen that yearns
a help on earth. Few mates still livin’ nar :
most are int manor on heaven, av fetched upards.
Now, daily, I listen art
fort cross-tree in my earthly nappin’,
to lead us from this flitting life
into great manor of heaven
where God has set a right feast.

May God-Son and Ghost be mates,
who were nailed to death for folk ages since :
a saviour as gin us life,
that we may put wood int oyle in heaven.

-Paul Brookes (First published in “The Headpoke And Firewedding”, second hand still available.

Bios And Links

-Jenni Wyn Hyatt

was born in Maesteg in 1942 but now lives in Derbyshire. A former English teacher, she did not start writing poetry until she was in her late sixties.

She has been published in a number of poetry journals both in print and online. Her subjects include nature, childhood memories, human tragedy, people and places and humorous verse. She also enjoys writing in short forms such as haiku.

She has published two collections, Perhaps One Day (2017) and Striped Scarves and Coal Dust (2019).

-Jane Newberry

is a late-emerging poet, after 30 years of motherhood and a career in music education. March 2020 saw the publication of Big Green Crocodile (Otter-Barry Books).

Published by The Emma Press, South Magazine and online, Jane lives in Cornwall.

-Peter J Donnelly

lives in York where he works as a hospital secretary. He has a degree in English Literature and a MA in Creative Writing from the University of Wales Lampeter.

He has been published in various magazines and anthologies, including Writer’s Egg where ‘Survival’ previously appeared.  ‘Peppered Moth’ was included in the Ripon Poetry Festival anthology ‘Seeing Things’. ‘One Day on Dartmoor’ was highly commended in the Barn Owl Trust competition and published in their anthology ‘Wildlife Words’. It was also published online by the National Trust on their Fingle Woods webpage.

#IDPWD2021 International Day of People With Disability. I will feature your published/unpublished poetry/short prose/artworks about this issue. Please include a short third person bio.

IDOPWD 2021

 

Pittakinionophobia (Fear of labels)

Don’t label me… Look at me…
Use your eyes. What you see, this is me…
I have no airs and graces
but sometimes I can’t read faces

I have a thing called Aspergers
which sounds like bad fast food
But it means I can miss social cues
and come off seeming rude
So my presentation of facial expression
is limited by my mental condition…

And now I have said those two words
you can’t unhear them, you have labelled me…
You have categorised me…
Filed me under ‘Mental Condition’
Pigeon holed me without further information
labels marginalise and sideline
labels stigmatise dysfunction

labels cannot define me, I am a complex human being
labels are an artificial tag
for a complicated web of chemicals and interactions
labels are a convenient excuse
for your own fear of what is different
Don’t label me…

I am not a phobia or a mania
I am not a condition or a syndrome
I am a human being
with faults and quirks and hopes and dreams
I am not a label…
This is who I am…
and you… and you… and you…
You are not a label too…

Peter Roe – July 2018

Coming Out Of The Bubble

I have a mental health issue
I don’t like to say dis-abled
Because I feel mis-labelled
I have A S D and sometimes
It’s like a fricking superpower
Specifically I have P D A
Pathological Demand Avoidance
No… It’s not just a label…
No… It’s not just an excuse
I can find myself trapped
In a descending
spiral of indecision
Because having to make a choice
Any choice
Yes, no or maybe
Creates an anxiety bubble
That I can’t penetrate
Rationality and logic are hopeless
Because they are hiding
Over there in the corner quaking…
The simplest mole hills
can be the highest mountains
Prevarication is my watchword
Putting things off is my defence
It may seem crazy to you
and I know it doesn’t make sense
but I am at the mercy
of a web of neurones
and brain chemicals
that turn my thoughts
to plaited fog
This isolation
time spent with the black dog
nibbling on my toes
doesn’t really help
Going round in circles
Living in a tribe of one
With just my own company
Is not my idea of fun
It’s just the way I’m wired
but if you feel inspired
Ask me…
‘Is there anything you can do?’
I’m my kind of normal, not weird
I’m just on the spectrum
Like many other people too
Let’s all reach out and ask
“Is there anything I can do?”

-Peter Roe – December 2020

 A recollection:

I remember it well. Aged 17 and being told I’d not be able to have a ‘normal’ job, or life or anything that other people did. Why? Because at 13 I was diagnosed with epilepsy. I’d already been told by my consultant that anything I wanted was possible. Mainly, because I was stubborn, he said. Adding, that’s a good thing, by the way.

So, in a job centre aged 17, to be patted on the arm like you’d pat a pet dog, and told to give up any dreams or hopes now. Then, because you were kind enough to help, you might find me a little job in a quiet office counting parking tickets that was the limit.

I might not do anything exciting for work, but I chose it. I do the things I want to, when I  want to. I might have listened to you thinking my life at 17 was over.

You told me at 17 my life was effectively over. That I’d live a life alone, without children. I’d never have a job I enjoyed or go beyond the city I grew up in. I should be afraid.

Then and there I decided I would do what I wanted and I have.

I have hidden disabilities and unless I tell people which I’m fairly open about doing, you wouldn’t know. I travel as I want, I have the child I wanted. I have like anyone else had jobs I’ve loved and hated. I’ve fought my own corner. Lived and written my own stories.

Don’t do what that woman tried to do to me. Don’t try and destroy someone’s hope. Don’t assume anything of anyone. Just because the internet says it doesn’t mean it’s right.

Do ask yourself if you’re being biased, it’s not difficult to stop for a second. Do ask how you can understand what someone deals with. Do ask questions of everyone, because one condition can have many outcomes.

Just be a thoughtful, sensitive human. That’s all. Disabled doesn’t make you dead.

-Ailsa

© AilsaCawley2021

Bios And Links

-Peter Roe

is Neurodivergent, diagnosed twenty seven years ago. He was retired from work due to physical disability ten years ago and reinvented himself as a performance poet. He has two published collections and is widely anthologised. A former Bard of Dorchester, he is a Health Champion for disability, ASD and mental health.

The High Window, Winter 2021: First Instalment

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Logo revisedHere is the first instalment of the Winter 2021 issue of The High Window.  The following new material can be accessed via the top menu:

1. A selection of homegrown and international Poetry from 37 poets.

2. Poetry by Tess Taylor, the Featured American Poet.

3.  An Essay by Omar Sabbagh on Sudeep Sen’s Anthropocene, including a selection of Sudeep’s poetry.

4. A valedictory feature from Stella Wulf, who has been The High Window‘s Resident Artist in 2021.

There is also a radio broadcast in the Editor’s Spot featuring poetry from Sicilian Elephants, his latest collection from Two Rivers Press.

The second instalment will be published in another two weeks.

Enjoy!

David

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The High Window Resident Artist: Stella Wulf

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Claire Jefferson (who writes under the pseudonym Stella Wulf) was born in Lancashire, but grew up in North Wales. She moved to France in 2000 where she and her husband bought a large derelict property at the foot of the Pyrenees. Living on site and tackling one room at a time, she is now, more than twenty years on, banging in the last nail and working on plans for a new-build project.

Despite a lifelong love of poetry, Claire came to writing late in life in an epiphanic moment whilst painting doors. It became an obsession fuelled by Jo Bell’s 52 group, culminating in a Master’s Degree in Creative Writing, from Lancaster University.

Claire is a qualified interior designer, but it is only with the luxury of time that she has been able to pursue her passion for painting, exhibiting in several galleries and selling her paintings worldwide. She…

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